What a perfect song to come on as I finish my last HIIT sprint and go into my cool down…

What a perfect song to come on as I finish my last HIIT sprint and go into my cool down…

Yesterday we had to say goodbye to the happiest (not so) little fluff ball I knew. I’ll miss you buddy! #rip

Yesterday we had to say goodbye to the happiest (not so) little fluff ball I knew. I’ll miss you buddy! #rip

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Focus

Focus has always been a huge struggle for me. From my early ADHD days to college to my life, I have a hard time focusing long enough to follow things through.

Many misconstrue this as laziness, but actually, it’s quite the opposite.  It’s not that I don’t WANT to finish what I set out to do, but life gets in the way in the best ways possible. New opportunities arise.  New people come into my life.  New possibilities cloud my once-focused brain.

I believe that’s why I’m so drawn to journalism and story telling—no two days or projects are the same, and it lends itself to the flexibility I need to get the most out of every day (whether that is professionally, personally, or socially).

It was something I hated about myself for a long time, until I realized it wasn’t keeping me from doing anything.  I’m not a person with laser-focus. I have a broader perspective than that.  I go through phases and move on from them, taking what I learned with me.

This perspective helps round out the edges of my work and side projects. I come back to these projects with fresh eyes to make them better, more complete.

Here’s to my fellow focusless.